Because. I was watching Chaser dvd extras, and the very first extended scene was for this:
(Guess it's sort of long, but totally worth it. If you find a guy wearing a suit and helmet trying to get free rides amusing XD)



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Hm... have another random video.

The many ways I kill time. When I should be doing other things. Huh.

Lots of rain today. And yesterday. askljlakj why can't you just rain over the dams or whatever? OTL Also spent the majority of today doing very little productive, having already completed the required work and... yeah.

what is this... I don't even... what. Just... akljslak *dies*

[ and some random reference-less Kazusa 'cause I can ] I keep telling myself to draw more KcK fanart, but, uh... clearly I'm not doing it.

Hrm... I was probably going to say a whole load of other semi-useless things like leveling up in Parasite Eve is a pain, but she asl;dkl that boss battle irritated me D: I also need to get a haircut at some point, but I've forgotten now, more or less. Though staring at numbers and the computer almost constantly really isn't a good thing and my poor eyes...

So have some random linking to a video instead: [ Starduster PV - Hatsune Miku ] *is such a Vocaloid fangirl orz*

Feel free to ignore this post. I'm just pretending that I have nothing better to do right now.

( there is an image behind this cut )

So. Last night I was messing around with this random title generator and completely and utterly failing to do anything on my list of things to do; I haven't touched it for a couple of days, actually. Argh.

Then this came up (amongst many other amusing suggested titles):

Pastel Yakuza Vampires

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Yes. I want some pastel vampires now. It'd be amusing.

It also came up with Passionate Train Letter, which I might actually use, so I guess I got something out of it. And in other news; my original characters got themselves a shiny new journal layout for some reason (I keep thinking their lives are more interesting than mine, but that's obviously a lie ... right? right).

So, for whatever reason and feeling forever guilty about never managing to complete that KirioxMiyon fic I meant to do however far back it was OTL I went off and began digging through all my files and semi-complete word documents. And noticing that the majority is Kamichama Karin stuff seriously, so many folders there... I was actually looking for a Kiriyon drabble I did (this one, and I found it) as I realised I use the same general idea over and over again. lol yeah I'm attempting to write some Kamichama fic because I can

But, anyway, digging through numerous word documents with very little memory of my crazed ideas and realising... well, I have no idea what I realised. But since it'll never make it to the internet at the rate they're going and since I've more or less forgotten which direction they were going in the first place I'm tossing some out here.

ha... OTL They're all AU, by the way.

( One: Was supposed to be eventual JinxMichiru, with the usual scattering of other pairings. And cursed rings. Doesn't make sense? 'course it doesn't )

( Two: eventual KirioxMiyon, YuukixKirika, etc. Was supposed to be serious? I can't remember for sure. )

( Three: Various pairings. Because the fantasy setting is always fun to play around in. )


Alright, I'll shut up now. Maybe work on the Lux Pain prompts I have, and the other stuff I have lying around right now.

Although not really, since it's more... apathy. Just... can't do anything OTL That, and I think I've been using capslock far too much as of late although more to myself, or when one of my characters decide to crawl out of my head and attempt to bring life back to an old, forgotten journal I made years ago.

And, uh, I'm trying to type. Fanfiction and original stuff. But everything sucks, or isn't really all that good. Semi-writer's block? I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too hard on the matter, although there are a load of things I had planned but never finished >_>

But this is probably why I shouldn't let things type themselves out (which is actually how everything I write ends up being done SO THAT'S WHY I FAIL IN LIFE OTL) lol Hetalia fanfic extract:

( no, I don't know what's going on either. and don't worry, it makes so little sense you'll wonder why you bothered in the first place )

Other than that, I think a small part of me fangirls over my own artwork a little too much when I believe I've done it right. (Really. I'm insanely proud of the first one for some reason.) And to finish off, this:

F-fanart practice of other characters? Can't draw animals or hands? Not to mention the painfully gay background. Yeah~

LIST OF THINGS FOR ME TO DO, YES? (feel free to ignore this.)

. Kirio/Miyon White Day drabble why have I not done it yet?! ._.
. That Jin/Michiru request for spiraling_sins I'm going to have to start trying >_>
. Update one (or all) multi-chapter fics Kck or otherwise... I don't think I care anymore as long as SOMETHING happens.
. Drabble/write regularly like crazy because I think my brain is dribbling out.
. FINISH SOMETHING, OR AT LEAST DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH MY LIFE I'MMA SO LAZY ;_;
. Maybe finish the mood theme I'm using as well...
. Uhm... yeah. That's probably it.

but you know you want to take a look at my mad awesome drawing skills over here.