Because while the lessons aren't bad incredibly boring at times, but that's business for you, some of the people in the class are... really, really loud. And have a tendency not to listen to the teacher at all, etc etc. Hrrrrnnngghhh I can't bring myself to complain out loud, after all ._.

So, to distract myself, I doodle/draw/whatever.

[ have some asians ] I obviously have no grasp of height/age differences and I'm planning something semi-suicidal with this, but anyway; aside from really obvious screw-ups, I have no idea about Thailand's outfit... OTL

Although not really, since it's more... apathy. Just... can't do anything OTL That, and I think I've been using capslock far too much as of late although more to myself, or when one of my characters decide to crawl out of my head and attempt to bring life back to an old, forgotten journal I made years ago.

And, uh, I'm trying to type. Fanfiction and original stuff. But everything sucks, or isn't really all that good. Semi-writer's block? I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too hard on the matter, although there are a load of things I had planned but never finished >_>

But this is probably why I shouldn't let things type themselves out (which is actually how everything I write ends up being done SO THAT'S WHY I FAIL IN LIFE OTL) lol Hetalia fanfic extract:

( no, I don't know what's going on either. and don't worry, it makes so little sense you'll wonder why you bothered in the first place )

Other than that, I think a small part of me fangirls over my own artwork a little too much when I believe I've done it right. (Really. I'm insanely proud of the first one for some reason.) And to finish off, this:

F-fanart practice of other characters? Can't draw animals or hands? Not to mention the painfully gay background. Yeah~

... I need to stop reading reviews for stories at the Kamichama Karin section of ff.net. They make me foam at the mouth like some sort of crazy rabid animal... rabbit or something. I mean... *flails angrily*

So you don't like Jin or Michiru (or Himeka) because you're one of those insane Kazurin supporters that flock that place because you can. WHY MUST YOU WRITE THEM IN REVIEWS TO MAKE PEOPLE LIKE ME ANGRY D: YES, I FEAR READING ANYTHING THERE NOW, AND IT'S PROBABLY ALL YOUR FAULT (and the months of bad fanfic before that - unless it hasn't changed since then)

...

I think I need to do more with my life. You know, something actually productive and... stuff. My brain seems to be turning into mush.

( Work in progress )

-English: Speech, due first day back.
-English Extension 2: Report, due end of first week, have to hand in a draft on the first day back.
-Art: ... STUFF.
-Biology: Assignment on a chosen disease, due second week back.

... AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING. o_O I am an idiot.

And there's all that revision-type stuff I should have done as well >_>

... the journal has nothing to do with jelly. Although I actually want some. Other than that...

( I keep putting these in... )

Fanart: Kamichama Karin Chu

Art: H.O.P.E, DreamS (original manga idea), Cursed (ditto) previews

(  Onwards to the previews. Art dump~... )

From this point on, aside from stalking communities, this journal will be solely used for keeping track of current working projects, not including school, initial sketches/artworks/fanworks and will probably not involve personal ramblings because they're both tedious and repetitive.

Hello to the world of online livejournal-ing, you probably won't hear much from me until I get some sketches up when I'm actually able to access the scanner. Until then.

Doujinshi/fancomic projects: 1 in (semi) progress, 2 or more debating over. All manga/anime related.
Online-manga: 1 in progress (re-scripting/drawing), 2 on hold until I actually bother to do something about it.
Fanart: Will be done randomly.
General art: Ditto above.
Sketches: mostly for doujinshi, others for online manga (that still does not exist.)
Fanfiction: All current projects on hiatus. Probably should get back to them, but reading them now is slightly… traumatising…
Any other writing: … no comment.

Clearly I need a life.
School countdown: 21 days (including weekends)

DeviantArt account: http://seena58.deviantart.com
Fanfiction account: http://www.fanfiction.net/~seena58
Fictionpress account: http://www.fictionpress.com/~seena58
(clearly, I lack in creativity...)