This will hopefully be the first and last time I ask for help from you guys because, let's face it, the reasoning's sort of stupid, etc etc. And I can't recall if I've ever asked for help before, so.... But only if you have no life/a death wish time, or actually, you know, care.

( i... am rambling. really, i will look back on this tomorrow and wonder what the hell i was on while typing this )

( or just ignore my confused rambling and watch the video here instead )

In which I freak out over the fact that it's almost the end of the year. Since when... I... cannot really remember much of what I did the whole time. Aside from playing hours and hours of games and drawing/writing when I had better things to do.

I don't know; there's still a month left. So, some random writing:

( Kck, arranged engagement AU. In which Kazune gets a bag in the face. (well, I thought it was amusing enough at the time.) )

Although not really, since it's more... apathy. Just... can't do anything OTL That, and I think I've been using capslock far too much as of late although more to myself, or when one of my characters decide to crawl out of my head and attempt to bring life back to an old, forgotten journal I made years ago.

And, uh, I'm trying to type. Fanfiction and original stuff. But everything sucks, or isn't really all that good. Semi-writer's block? I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too hard on the matter, although there are a load of things I had planned but never finished >_>

But this is probably why I shouldn't let things type themselves out (which is actually how everything I write ends up being done SO THAT'S WHY I FAIL IN LIFE OTL) lol Hetalia fanfic extract:

( no, I don't know what's going on either. and don't worry, it makes so little sense you'll wonder why you bothered in the first place )

Other than that, I think a small part of me fangirls over my own artwork a little too much when I believe I've done it right. (Really. I'm insanely proud of the first one for some reason.) And to finish off, this:

F-fanart practice of other characters? Can't draw animals or hands? Not to mention the painfully gay background. Yeah~

Moving the stuff from my top post over to here, just because. It was sort of long overdue in being done anyway.

( Fanfiction, fancomics, etc )

( Original works )

I SERIOUSLY WRITE LIKE A KID ON CRACK. NO, SRSLY.

Before the Dawn

IF YOU FIND ANY ERRORS, PLEASE IGNORE THEM. THE JIN-BASHING FINALLY GOT TO ME ;_; Which reminds me that I had one of these to write for Michiru (while in corpse!state). Uhm... yeah.

... Will be catching up on lj very, very soon (either later today or tomorrow). I've been lazy.

I got my HSC marks back... and realised that I didn't totally fail my final exams -is shocked- Probably could have done better, but... it really doesn't make much of a difference at all, seeing as I'm not going to university next year. Hrm...

Christmas coming up, and also it's almost the end of 2007 ._. Where did all the time go? I think I might have missed something there. That and I spent a good bit of money on an artbook I now fangirl over, yet can't read the artist's comments on it, so~ That's basically all I've done life-wise-ish-whatever.

In terms of progress, I'm failing rather miserably. The Kiriyon doujinshi of mine probably won't update for a while, since I'm being a procrastinating moron (and the materials being used are dying) and also had to work on gifts for friends. It's actually been a while since I actually gave half a damn for colouring my work :O I also keep ignoring the fact that I don't have much to do with Freedom, yet won't touch it at all. I must be naturally stupid or something. Been doing a bit of iconing, though, so... yeah.

Haaa... fanfiction hasn't been poked at for a while as well, although that may also be because I'm trying to seriously work on an original piece that may never see the light of day XD Something I must work on, in any case. Other than that, I've been doing... zilch. But I will have some odd-looking Kamichama Karin fanart things for the holiday season - on the assumption I don't decide that they're too ugly by the time I finish them/post them up.

And a happy fourth anniversary for my original fic Waves of Fate as I haven't done a thing with it since whenever XD I really need to stop abandoning everything I start...

( Then I decided to try and save some of my childhood by writing a letter to Santa. Even though I've never written a letter to Santa in my life... as far as I can remember, in any case. )

Yeah, I'm (practically) free from school now XD Just need to tie up a couple of loose ends and then I'll never have to think of it again. And I spent yesterday out with my friends in the city, so it was all good :)

Aside from that, I probably need to get back to fanfiction and finish something (so I may be making an attempt to edit and post up chapter two of Whispers in the Dark...) as well as the doujinshi stuff I've got >_> There's also a chance that I'll start posting up another fic, similar to Locked in a Cage, but at this point... I don't really know.

I'm... not doing much else other than that ._. Although I keep forgetting to mention that I've completed page three of Freedom (man it sucks, although not as much as before :O) Then I spent the night before not studying for my art exam, and instead decided to draw some Shugo Chara! fanart. (So many errors XD So that's why you use better references...) And, naturally, insanity comes along for a ride, due to me deciding to ink this piece (so now I'm sort of brain-dead.)

... So this is my life now... XD

Title: Locked in a Cage

Fandom: Kamichama Karin chu

Rating: PG (13+)

Warnings: THE STRANGENESS. IT BURNS.

Other: The simplest explanation for this would have to be the following - I was inspired by this piece of fiction (yes, there's slash in it). And I'm stupid. And bored. There are no other words for it. So I plan to update this every day until I reach some sort of conclusion >_> Good chance I'll give up halfway through, though XD (Especially with all the other stuff I should be typing; or not typing, what with exams coming up fairly soon ;_; [well, in about a month or so. But the teachers are crazy XO])

( LOLWHAT )

Fandom: Kamichama Karin chu

Rating: PG

Characters and/or pairings: Yuuki, Jin, Michiru, n/a

Warnings: Crack? Nonsensical-ness?

Other: Inspired by icki_akki. I’m slow at realising things, and how these three are actually kind of connected due to their rings… >_> This particular piece, though, began with the first line, and went downhill from there ^_^; (So yeah, I'm aware it would never happen, but still) I’ll probably try more with this trio (and my omgthere’sgottabeconflictbetweenthem! thoughts/theories) some other time.

( 'Who would have thought [...] that we would meet each other after so long a time' )

Fandom: Kamichama Karin chu

Rating: PG (13+)

Warnings: Eh… none in this chapter, really.

Other: Mm… well, explanation on what happened in the prologue, basic setting of characters and relationships, etc. Not much else than that (and Kirika is the additional piece this time :D). If characters sound TOO OOC, or if you find errors I didn’t find myself, please tell me ^_^ -wants to make edits before posting it to ff.net-

( Karin could not recall anything else she could have done to deserve such treatment )

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weaving in and out… a memory… a warning… so faint it cannot be considered real…

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( of course, Kirio found himself intertwined in another plot which involved Karin and the others )