Lots of rain today. And yesterday. askljlakj why can't you just rain over the dams or whatever? OTL Also spent the majority of today doing very little productive, having already completed the required work and... yeah.

what is this... I don't even... what. Just... akljslak *dies*

[ and some random reference-less Kazusa 'cause I can ] I keep telling myself to draw more KcK fanart, but, uh... clearly I'm not doing it.

Hrm... I was probably going to say a whole load of other semi-useless things like leveling up in Parasite Eve is a pain, but she asl;dkl that boss battle irritated me D: I also need to get a haircut at some point, but I've forgotten now, more or less. Though staring at numbers and the computer almost constantly really isn't a good thing and my poor eyes...

So have some random linking to a video instead: [ Starduster PV - Hatsune Miku ] *is such a Vocaloid fangirl orz*

FREEDOM. *metaphorically torches building*

So. Two week break, in which I may or may not attempt to get other things done. And realise I've got a backlog of things I keep forgetting about (or just don't want to remember).

As usual, I got distracted during class:

( cat-shaped balloons. you know you want to see them )

This is me attempting to get out of my semi-art!block/slump/whatever. This is me kind of sort of failing. Maybe.

Wednesday's dust storm. Sort of wish I'd had the mind to do it on the day. Ah well.

( 4x crack/doodles under the cut // which direction does the mind go, anyway? )

Spring is here~ Where'd all the time go? Yes, random post is random. And I'm just trying to distract myself from other things. Possibly.

[ Kate~ ] I do not draw enough of my original characters. Seriously.

[ Himeka, Kirio & Miyon ] ... I actually intended to add more, but I sort of died due to the last pic.

[ Taiwan, Vietnam, Hong Kong (+China, Japan, Thailand & Korea) ] I hate my scanner. And need to re-educate myself on colouring traditionally. Anyway.

I need to stop re-watching The Chaser as well (seriously; Ad Road Test, If Life Were a Musical, What Have We Learnt From A Current Affairs...) 'cause you haven't heard anything until you've heard this.

/random

Because while the lessons aren't bad incredibly boring at times, but that's business for you, some of the people in the class are... really, really loud. And have a tendency not to listen to the teacher at all, etc etc. Hrrrrnnngghhh I can't bring myself to complain out loud, after all ._.

So, to distract myself, I doodle/draw/whatever.

[ have some asians ] I obviously have no grasp of height/age differences and I'm planning something semi-suicidal with this, but anyway; aside from really obvious screw-ups, I have no idea about Thailand's outfit... OTL

So. Have some pics. Just because. x4 Kamichama Karin chu- (LOL improvement) and x1 Hetalia

[Jin, Michiru & cats] ...technically, this is your fault icki_akki :) Man, it's been so long since I drew them.

[Kiro & Miyon] because I have to counteract the gay somehow ;) I hadn't even realised how much I've missed drawing them~ ♥♥♥ Man, I really hate the girl's uniforms; I mean, those skirts D:

[Michiru, Shingen, Rika & Jin] lol I have no idea? BFF AMIRITE?

[Kazusa] white space filler doodle~

[Liechtenstein & Switzerland] Once again, counteracting gay because I've been doing far too much GreeceJapan and it was turning my brain into mush ♥. Actually coloured it, but, uh, you're lucky enough to get the original. Or something.

I seriously need to find better things to do with my time although for some reason today, the water in my bottle tasted a little like metal D: maybe I need a new bottle or something, since we just refill them over and over again.

Pfft, it's supposed to be kid!Greece with Japan, but I think I failed. Ah well.

I really should stop doodling in my text/workbook (although that didn't stop me from doing that earlier this year... I was bored). First days really are killers, but that might have been because I kept almost falling asleep. It's going to be a fabulous second half of the year, I'm sure.

*goes off to die again*

Although not really, since it's more... apathy. Just... can't do anything OTL That, and I think I've been using capslock far too much as of late although more to myself, or when one of my characters decide to crawl out of my head and attempt to bring life back to an old, forgotten journal I made years ago.

And, uh, I'm trying to type. Fanfiction and original stuff. But everything sucks, or isn't really all that good. Semi-writer's block? I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too hard on the matter, although there are a load of things I had planned but never finished >_>

But this is probably why I shouldn't let things type themselves out (which is actually how everything I write ends up being done SO THAT'S WHY I FAIL IN LIFE OTL) lol Hetalia fanfic extract:

( no, I don't know what's going on either. and don't worry, it makes so little sense you'll wonder why you bothered in the first place )

Other than that, I think a small part of me fangirls over my own artwork a little too much when I believe I've done it right. (Really. I'm insanely proud of the first one for some reason.) And to finish off, this:

F-fanart practice of other characters? Can't draw animals or hands? Not to mention the painfully gay background. Yeah~

LOOK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE. My sanity no longer exists, you see.

I-it's China~ OTL

Thought process was something like this = RPGs are good → dungeon crawling is good (argh, I haven't even finished Etrian Odyssey yet) → Hetalia is crack → China would ttly be the MEDICINE MAN healer... um, maybe → I really do think healers should be allowed to run around with sharp weapons.

...

I GUESS IT DOESN'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE THEN D: Colour was a last-minute thing, and... uh... I don't know. It's sort of obvious at which point I gave up on that.

Just... uh... I SHOULD DO MORE PRODUCTIVE THINGS, DAMN IT.

Apathy totally ate my brain. That's the only excuse I have.

Merry Christmas / Happy Holidays~ ♪

Have old fanart/junk, because I've been that lazy. And struggling with my own writing lately, since I stopped for reasons I don't actually know anymore.

( this is a cut )