Taking requests. Why? Because I’m a) insane b) stupid c) spontaneous d) stupid e) all of the aforementioned and then some can. And it’s not like I have a million other things that need to be completed, after all -coughs- Time to dig myself another grave >_>

Also, chances are I’ll never get any of them done anyway (who knows, I might get inspired) so, uh… yeah. Moving on.

Open to the following communities: giripan (also hetalia as default), kamichama_karin & lux_pain
List may change over time, but… probably not.

( now for the kinda-sorta important stuff. maybe. really, how should i know? )

... more like notes to self which I will then ignore of what I've got floating around and really should finish. Maybe.

- Kamichama Karin chu-: ... well, yeah. Mostly, I really should attempt to finish Whispers in the Dark (Ami~ also, vampires. hrm...) and maybe Collision (the highschool AU is really cliche, but I was hoping the characters would push the story along, more than anything). I also sort of want to explore the psychological effects on the characters if they'd remembered what had happened in chu- before time was turned back (the scanlations indicated they all forgot, I think... I only skimmed it, really.) Hrm, well, whatever.

- Lux-Pain fanfiction. I actually really did mean to write more, but haven't gone around to doing it >_> The whole thing is, like, an angst pool, and that's pretty much all I write.

- Original work. Pretty much anything goes when it comes to that.

- Actually, I need to go back to slaving over my visual novel OTL I keep getting distracted. I knew this was going to happen ;_; Guess I should just keep chipping away at it, and hopefully I'll get another burst of inspiration and push on.

( And now for something completely random: )

Although not really, since it's more... apathy. Just... can't do anything OTL That, and I think I've been using capslock far too much as of late although more to myself, or when one of my characters decide to crawl out of my head and attempt to bring life back to an old, forgotten journal I made years ago.

And, uh, I'm trying to type. Fanfiction and original stuff. But everything sucks, or isn't really all that good. Semi-writer's block? I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too hard on the matter, although there are a load of things I had planned but never finished >_>

But this is probably why I shouldn't let things type themselves out (which is actually how everything I write ends up being done SO THAT'S WHY I FAIL IN LIFE OTL) lol Hetalia fanfic extract:

( no, I don't know what's going on either. and don't worry, it makes so little sense you'll wonder why you bothered in the first place )

Other than that, I think a small part of me fangirls over my own artwork a little too much when I believe I've done it right. (Really. I'm insanely proud of the first one for some reason.) And to finish off, this:

F-fanart practice of other characters? Can't draw animals or hands? Not to mention the painfully gay background. Yeah~

LOOK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE. My sanity no longer exists, you see.

I-it's China~ OTL

Thought process was something like this = RPGs are good → dungeon crawling is good (argh, I haven't even finished Etrian Odyssey yet) → Hetalia is crack → China would ttly be the MEDICINE MAN healer... um, maybe → I really do think healers should be allowed to run around with sharp weapons.

...

I GUESS IT DOESN'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE THEN D: Colour was a last-minute thing, and... uh... I don't know. It's sort of obvious at which point I gave up on that.

Just... uh... I SHOULD DO MORE PRODUCTIVE THINGS, DAMN IT.

NO, REALLY. WHAT PROGRESS?

Well, I'm still typing things, apparently. Although I really, really should get back to finishing at least a couple of the things I started OTL. I-I'm just so lazy, and lack any sense of determination.

Actually, there's only one real reason for me making this post. I'M AN IDIOT, THAT'S WHAT. Uh, yeah. Nothing really big, I spent a bit of time wondering if I should make a separate journal for my larger project-type thing to keep things here a little cleaner (as well as to prevent actual spamming of posts).

Then I re-realised how many rp journals I haven't touched in a lifetime, and decided to recycle it for this very purpose. frank_optimism.

Will probably end up filling it with random stuff, only to drop it and let it rot after a while :D In any case, it now exists as something actually kinda-sorta-useful (although I'll probably make progress reports on it every month or something... unless I forget, then whatever).

UGH, LIKE WHATEVER. I NEED TO GO BACK TO TYPING OR SOMETHING, Y'KNOW.

Apathy totally ate my brain. That's the only excuse I have.

Merry Christmas / Happy Holidays~ ♪

Have old fanart/junk, because I've been that lazy. And struggling with my own writing lately, since I stopped for reasons I don't actually know anymore.

( this is a cut )